Showing posts with label Shelf Life. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Shelf Life. Show all posts

Friday, 10 July 2020

Shelf Life #5

Photo by LAUREN GRAY on Unsplash

Shelf Life is a personal meme to help me in my ongoing attempt to declutter my bookshelves.
However it's more than a Marie Condo of my books.
It's aim is to reflect, honour and let go as many books as possible.

Most likely, in the next 12 months or so, Mr Books and I will be on the move. The thought of packing up everything we own again, gives me the horrors.

Therefore as time permits, I will reassess the many, many READ books stacked on my bookshelves. (The unread TBR pile is another story all together!)

The aim of Shelf Life is to let go those books that I know I will never read again and to give them a proper send off.

My assessment criteria includes:
  • Does this book spark joy?
  • Honestly, will I ever reread this book?
  • How and why did this book come to be on my bookshelf anyway?
  • When and where did I read this book?
  • What are my memories of this book?
  • Is this book part of a series, a signed copy or a special edition?
  • Do I want to pack and unpack this book one more time? Or several more times, during what's left of my lifetime?
  • If I were to let this book go, would I feel regret, remorse or relief?

My latest Shelf Life choices look a little like this:
  • The Dark Room | Rachel Seiffert
    • Purchased on the 23rd March 2002 in Mudgee
    • Seiffert has a German mother and an Australian father, but now lives in London.
    • This was her first novel in 2001.
    • I bought this book because of it's Holocaust themes, especially the guilt felt by subsequent generations and responsibility of individuals.
    • It was shortlisted for the 2001 Booker Prize.
    • I remember almost nothing about this book and feel no need to reread it,
    • Perhaps I am finally over my over my Holocaust obsession?
  • Tinkers | Paul Harding
    • Purchased on the 10th August 2010 in Sydney
    • Winner of the 2010 Pulitzer Prize for Fiction
    • This was Harding's debut novel
    • A follow up novel, Enon, was published in 2013.
    • A wonderful, delicate story about time, memory, suffering and the small stuff that makes up our daily lives. 
    • The writing was gorgeous, full of memorable word pictures that have stayed with more nine years.
    • I loved the reading experience I had with this book, but I do not need to reread this. 

  • Miss Smilla's Feeling For Snow | Peter Høeg
    • A secondhand bookshop purchased prior to my first skiing holiday in 2006.
    • Published in Denmark in 1992 as Frøken Smillas Fornemmelse for Sne.
    • Translated from the Danish by F. David in 1993.
    • A book that begins with a map (Copenhagen) is already on the way to becoming a favourite.
    • I loved reading a book set in the snow, in the snow.
    • The book was very different to the movie.
    • I preferred the book, but once was enough.

Have you read any of these books? 
Should they stay or should they go?

Shelf Life #5

Thursday, 21 May 2020

Shelf Life #4

Photo by LAUREN GRAY on Unsplash

Shelf Life is a new personal meme to help me in my ongoing attempt to declutter my bookshelves.
It's more than a Marie Condo of my books though.
It's aim is to reflect, honour and let go as many books as possible.

Most likely, in the next 12 months or so, Mr Books and I will be on the move. The thought of packing up everything we own again, gives me the horrors.

Therefore as time permits, I will reassess the many, many READ books stacked on my bookshelves. (The unread TBR pile is another story all together!)

The aim of Shelf Life is to let go those books that I know I will never read again and to give them a proper send off.

My assessment criteria includes:
  • Does this book spark joy?
  • Honestly, will I ever reread this book?
  • How and why did this book come to be on my bookshelf anyway?
  • When and where did I read this book?
  • What are my memories of this book?
  • Is this book part of a series, a signed copy or a special edition?
  • Do I want to pack and unpack this book one more time? Or several more times, during what's left of my lifetime?
  • If I were to let this book go, would I feel regret, remorse or relief?

My latest Shelf Life choices look a little like this:


1. The End of the Affair | Graham Greene
  • Entered my life on the 23rd March 2002 after watching the 1999 movie of The End of the Affair starring Ralph Fiennes and Julianne Moore.
  • Epitaph: Leon Bloy | Man has places in his heart which do not yet exist, and into them enters suffering that they may have existence.
  • I was fascinated by Greene for a short period of time for his Catholicism. 
  • I grew up in a non-practising Protestant family. 
  • Catholicism was somehow frowned upon by the older members of my family. It was viewed as mysterious, foreign and somehow over the top and showy in practice.
  • A number of the friends I made during my twenties grew up in the Catholic faith. They had abandoned it as adults, yet it was obvious to me that there were certain hangovers (guilt) that they found hard to shake.
  • I was curious.
  • Greene did not become a Catholic until he was 22 yrs of age, so he could marry Vivien Dayrell-Browning.
  • He attempted suicide a number of times and had bi-polar disorder.
  • I finished the book still bemused by the ritual and ceremony of Catholicism. 
  • It seemed that Catholicism was an intellectual pursuit for Greene rather than a belief.
2. The Quiet American | Graham Greene
  • Entered my library on the 22 March 2003 after seeing the movie with Michael Caine and Brendan Fraser.
  • I studied the Vietnam war in high school.
  • Reread it in 2015 when Mr Books and I spent two weeks travelling around Vietnam, where, of course, they call that period of history the American war.
  • The Quiet American was not as Catholic as his earlier book, but still full of moral ambiguity, idealism and intrigue.
  • I do not need to reread this again. Twice was more than enough for me and a book about a war.
  • A 2018 Christmas read at the beach which I found hard to engage with completely as the cold, snowy French setting was too far removed from the sunny, 30 plus degrees outside.
  • A rather melancholy read; filled in some Maigret gaps but not worth repeating.
  • Discovered in Gertrude and Alice, a second hand bookshop & cafe in Bondi on the 24th May 2014, back when I used to host a Wharton Reading Month on my blog.
  • If you're wondering why I stopped (besides running out of steam), it was these short stories.
  • When I finished this book, I had basically read everything that Wharton had written.
  • I particularly enjoyed Xingu.
  • But I also realised that I preferred Wharton's novels to her short stories (and her non-fiction).
5. Convenience Store Woman | Sayaka Murata
  • A book group read from last year.
  • Thoroughly entertaining, especially after visiting Japan in 2018, but I will not be rereading this.
  • I will, however return to Japan one day to spend more time in their convenience stores!
6. A Tale of Two Cities | Charles Dickens
  • I'm not sure how I ended up with two copies of this book, but I'm going to keep the Random Vintage paperback copy I also have as it matches my other Dickens' novels.
  • This edition is a plastic covered hardcover, which makes me think I picked it up second hand in a library sale or bookshop.
  • First read during my uni years, 30 yrs ago. 
  • It sparked off the first of my French Revolution reading jags and my love of Dickens.
  • I'd LOVE to reread this one day. 
  • I just hope I live long enough to fit in all the books I want to read, plus the rereads!
I don't feel compelled to keep any of these books for future references, unless you can convince me otherwise. The shelf space is more important than the meagre reading memories tied up with these six books.

Shelf Life #1
Shelf Life #2

Sunday, 8 March 2020

Shelf Life #3

Photo by LAUREN GRAY on Unsplash

Shelf Life is a new personal meme to help me in my ongoing attempt to declutter my bookshelves.
It's more than a Marie Condo of my books though.
It's aim is to reflect, honour and let go of as many books as possible.

Most likely, in the next 12 months or so, Mr Books and I will be on the move. The thought of packing up everything we own again, gives me the horrors.

Therefore as time permits, I will reassess the many, many READ books stacked on my bookshelves. (The unread TBR pile is another story all together!)

The aim of Shelf Life is to let go those books that I have loved, but know I will never read again and give them a proper send off.

My assessment criteria includes:
  • Does this book spark joy?
  • Honestly, will I ever reread this book?
  • How and why did this book come to be on my bookshelf anyway?
  • When and where did I read this book?
  • What are my memories of this book?
  • Is this book part of a series, a signed copy or a special edition?
  • Do I want to pack and unpack this book one more time? Or several more times, during what's left of my lifetime?
  • If I were to let this book go, would I feel regret, remorse or relief?

The Winter Vault | Anne Michaels
  • Inscribed 2nd Feb 2010.
  • I adored Fugitive Pieces, Michaels' 1997 award winning debut book, so I was curious to see what she could do as a follow up.
  • Fugitive Pieces flowed like poetry, but The Winter Vault was much harder. 
  • The research showed and I could see the writer at work.
  • Despite a number of connections - the name Avery, the setting of Aswan Dam, art, architecture and history - I never really fully engaged with the story.
  • Fugitive Pieces will be staying with me, but The Winter Vault can now find a new home.


The Beginner's Goodbye | Anne Tyler
  • An ARC from April 2012, not inscribed.
  • A heartbreakingly good story about learning to say goodbye to someone you love.
  • A ghost story of sorts, that reduced me to tears at my local swimming pool, as I lay on my towel in the sun, drying off after doing laps.
  • Trying not to imagine the pain I would feel if Mr Books should die first.
  • A memorable read, but not a keeper.


Crossing to Safety | Wallace Stegner
  • Inscribed Aug 2012.
  • Came into my life thanks to the First Book Tuesday Book Club episode for this book, where all the presenters RAVED about it.
  • I was impressed too, so much so, that I ordered in a copy of his Pulitzer prize winning book Angle of Repose to read too.
  • At the time, Crossing to Safety was my favourite and I planned to give my copy of Angle of Repose away.
  • Yet when it came time to let it go, I couldn't. I still can't. Mary Foote's story haunts me to this day.
  • However I am now ready for Crossing to Safety to go to a new home.
  • I feel no need to revisit the lives of these two couples.


The Magnificent Ambersons | Booth Tarkington
  • Inscribed 4th Nov 2011.
  • Read for the very first Classic Club spin in 2013.
  • A wonderful story, atmospheric, full of human drama.
  • I loved researching this book for my post.
  • I'm still waiting to read another book by Tarkington or to see a movie version of the book!
  • But I don't feel the need to ever reread it.


Possessing the Secret of Joy | Alice Walker
  • Inscribed 10th Oct 1997, Sydney
  • I had never heard of Alice Walker until I saw the movie of The Color Purple on TV in 1990.
  • It sucked me in and spat me out a blubbering mess.
  • Naturally I had to read the book not long afterwards.
  • I was a blubbering mess by the end of the book too!
  • Possessing the Secret of Joy didn't have the same impact.
  • It can go out into the world to find new readers.


The Reader | Bernhard Schlink
  • 24th Aug 1998.
  • Translated by Carol Brown Janeway.
  • I remember being disturbed and moved by this story about memory, truth and atonement.
  • It brings up grey, bleak, torturous feelings.
  • It was one of the first books I read about the effects of WWII on the next generation of Germans, as they came to terms with what their parents and grandparents did and knew during the war.
  • I couldn't make myself watch the movie though and I've never tried to read any of Schlink's other books.
  • Once was enough.

Did you read any of these books?
What memories do they bring up for you?

Shelf Life #1
Shelf Life #2
Shelf Life #3

Thursday, 6 February 2020

Shelf Life #2

Photo by LAUREN GRAY on Unsplash

Shelf Life
 is a new personal meme to help me in my ongoing attempt to de-clutter my bookshelves.
It's more than a Marie Condo of my books though.
It's aim is to reflect, honour and let go as many books as possible.

Most likely, in the next 12 months or so, Mr Books and I will be on the move. The thought of packing up everything we own again, gives me the horrors.

Therefore as time permits, I will reassess the many, many READ books stacked on my bookshelves.
(The unread TBR pile is another story all together!)

The aim of Shelf Life is to let go those books that I know I will never read again and to give them a proper send off.

My assessment criteria includes:
  • Does this book spark joy?
  • Honestly, will I ever reread this book?
  • How and why did this book come to be on my bookshelf anyway?
  • When and where did I read this book?
  • What are my memories of this book?
  • Is this book part of a series, a signed copy or a special edition?
  • Do I want to pack and unpack this book one more time? Or several more times, during what's left of my lifetime?
  • If I were to let this book go, would I feel regret, remorse or relief?
The first shelf life started with a stack of Australian authors. This week, I've ducked down to the next shelf to let go (or not) some of my UK authors.

Saturday | Ian McEwan
  • My current relationship with McEwan is best described as complicated.
  • But back on the 9th Nov 2005, when I bought my copy of Saturday, our relationship was still more hopeful than not. Full of promise and anticipation.
  • Saturday was the book that changed this.
  • Except for the truly threatening, disturbing scene with the daughter during the home invasion scene, I remember nothing at all about this book.
  • It felt self-indulgent.
  • Curiously, my most recent read, Middle England by Jonathan Coe, mentioned Saturday in passing.
  • The only reason this book has travelled me with for 15 yrs, through three moves, is for the simple fact, that my hardback edition has deckled edges.
  • I LOVE deckled edges.
  • No more! Saturday and it's lovely deckled edges, will not get packed up and unpacked for a fourth time.


Where Angels Fear to Tread | E. M. Forster
  • Entered my life on the 25th October 1992.
  • This was in the middle of my E. M. Forster phase.
  • My E. M. Forster phase began in 1987 when I watched A Room With a View for the first (of many) times.
  • Over the course of the next 7 or 8 years, I read (and watched) all of his novels, except for The Longest Journey, I believe.
  • WAFTT was my least favourite.
  • No need to revisit this one.

Lady Chatterley's Lover | D. H. Lawrence
  • Okay, I may not be able to part with this one after all.
  • On the title page, I have inscribed my name, the date, 11th April 1991, and place of purchase - The Book Inn, Charing Cross Rd, London.
  • I was badly scarred from reading Sons and Lovers at school. One of the few school texts that I hated with a passion.
  • But in 1991, I was 23 and just starting out on my year of working and travelling around the UK and Europe, as young Aussies are wont to do at that age. 
  • Lawrence's 'naughty' book, complete with erotic cover obviously appealed to my emerging adult self.
  • In 2011 or 12, we saw an en plein air performance of LCL at Rippon Lea House in Melbourne. Full frontal nudity and 'implied' sex scenes were a feature of this particular production. Instead of being sexy, it felt rather awkward.
  • It made me realise how immature this story really is.
  • I may never read it again, but it's one of the few London books I have. I wish I could go back in time and tell my younger self to buy a copy of Middlemarch instead, or A Tale of Two Cities or A Room With a View. Something I would happily reread.

The Passion | Jeanette Winterson
  • As mentioned in my previous Shelf Life, an English high school teacher friend, changed the course of my reading life during the mid-90's. Another of the authors she introduced me to was Jeanette Winterson.
  • I acquired The Passion on the 22nd July 1995.
  • It utterly flummoxed me at the time. As well as astounded and amazed.
  • I had never read anything like it before.
  • Part history, part fantasy, part fairy tale, part magic realism.
  • Napoleon, Venice, food and the fate of women throughout history - all themes I love in a book.
  • But I wasn't sure if this was a writer for me, or not...until...


Oranges Are Not the Only Fruit | Jeanette Winterson
  • Purchased in Sydney on the 29th Dec 1996.
  • The most extraordinary and memorable fictional memoir I have ever read.
  • Great opening line: Like most people I lived for a long time with my mother and father. My father liked to watch the wrestling, my mother liked to wrestle.
  • A devastating read, that made me realise I would be reading anything and everything that Winterson wrote in the future.
  • Including her 2011 memoir, Why Be Happy When You Could Be Normal, which revealed the bits from Oranges that were real and which were made up.
  • However, I've now read two versions of the same story, and do not need to reread either of them.


The Surgeon of Crowthorne | Simon Winchester
  • What a find this one was.
  • Picked up from the sale table in my local bookshop on the 11th May 2000.
  • I still talk about this book and what I learnt about the Oxford English Dictionary.
  • Subsequent Simon Winchester reads have not been so successful though.
  • I found Krakatoa too dry, A Crack in the Edge of the World meandered too much and by the time I tried The Map That Changed the World and failed to finish, I realised that except for this one book, Simon Winchester and I do not go together.
  • I'm too scared to read TSOC again, in case it alters my lovely memory of reading it the first time.
  • I will definitely be seeing the new movie, The Professor and the Madman, later on this month (unless the reviews are absolutely dog. Which is possible.)

That's five more books released into the wild, set free from my bookshelves, their memories committed to posterity here. Lady Chatterley, and all the wonderful memories of my time in the UK in 1991, will return to my bookshelf, safe for at least one more move!


Shelf Life #1
Shelf Life #2

Wednesday, 22 January 2020

Shelf Life #1

Photo by LAUREN GRAY on Unsplash

Shelf Life is a new personal meme to help me in my ongoing attempt to declutter my bookshelves.
It's more than a Marie Condo of my books though.
It's aim is to reflect, honour and let go as many books as possible.

Most likely, in the next 12 months or so, Mr Books and I will be on the move. The thought of packing up everything we own again, gives me the horrors.

Therefore as time permits, I will reassess the many, many READ books stacked on my bookshelves. (The unread TBR pile is another story all together!)

The aim of Shelf Life is to let go those books that I know I will never read again and to give them a proper send off.

My assessment criteria includes:
  • Does this book spark joy?
  • Honestly, will I ever reread this book?
  • How and why did this book come to be on my bookshelf anyway?
  • When and where did I read this book?
  • What are my memories of this book?
  • Is this book part of a series, a signed copy or a special edition?
  • Do I want to pack and unpack this book one more time? Or several more times, during what's left of my lifetime?
  • If I were to let this book go, would I feel regret, remorse or relief?

Let Shelf Life begin...

The top shelf on my main bookshelf is devoted to Australian authors and my first book may actually challenge the whole rationale behind doing this.

You may also be shocked to discover that I no longer stack my shelves in alphabetical order! A number of years ago, to make everything fit, I had to resort to stacking by shape and size of book. To help me find books though, I classified shelves by continent or region.

  • The Great World by David Malouf was a reread five years ago for a Classics Club Spin. Rereading my response to it only highlights why rereading at different ages and stages is such a wonderful, worthwhile thing to do. It's why I've held onto so many books for so long. It also reminds me of all the small, but personally significant feelings and details that are attached to every single book on my shelf. I can still picture myself reading this book, seated in my large blue wingback armchair, by the window of my second home in Mudgee. I remember the ahhh moments I enjoyed as I savoured Malouf's use of language. I don't remember where I sat to read it the second time though. And curiously, I recall very little about the actual story. After two read-throughs, I still can't tell you what the story is about in any detail, except for the lingering after effects of war. I will not go there for a third time.

  • When I find a new-to-me author I tend to get excited and seek out more books by them. During the same summer holiday in December 1997 that I discovered The Great World, I also picked up a copy of Remembering Babylon by Malouf at Gleebooks. I now know that it won the inaugural International Dublin Literary Award and was shortlisted for the 1993 Man Booker Prize and the Miles Franklin Award. However, I cared little for those things back then. I read for pure pleasure not prizes. I still read for pleasure (the majority of the time) but now use the many literary prizes from around the world to help me find new authors. The internet has made it much easier to keep track of such things. In 1997, the main way I found new authors was to browse, for lengthy periods of time, in bookshops and libraries. Remembering Babylon marks the beginning of my active interest in Australian literature, especially the colonial versus Indigenous perspectives.

  • Ten months later, I was back in Sydney, browsing through the fiction section of Dymock's, when I obviously decided it was time for another Malouf. How do I know this? Because back then, I used to write my name, the date (I purchased the book) and where, onto every title page of every book. Antipodes came into my life on the 6th October 1998. At this point in time, I wasn't a big fan of the short story, so it's interesting to note that Malouf not only started me down a more literary reading path, but also the short story path that I now enjoy so much. Flicking through the pages revealed another unexpected gem - an old travel ten Sydney bus pass that I had been using as a bookmark.

  • One person can have an extraordinary impact on one's reading journey. It wasn't until I read the dedication in the next book, that I realised why my reading tastes started to change from 1995 onwards. Around that time, a new English teacher arrived at the local high school. She ended up renting an apartment across from me. We became friends. She had very strong opinions about Literature with a capital L. In fact, it is thanks to her that I first read Middlemarch in 1995, one of her all-time favourite books. For my birthday in 1998, she gave me a copy of Robert Dessaix's Night Letters. It was one of the first LGBTQIA books I can remember reading. It was a time before the acronym and it seemed a pretty daring thing to do. I was never quite sure if I was reading fiction or memoir and I loved every word. I also came away with a long list of authors and books I wanted to read, including Midnight's Children by Rushdie and Bruce Chatwin's Songlines.

  • In 1999 I picked up a lovely hardback edition of Dessaix's (and so forth). It was the summer holidays and I was visiting family in Bathurst. I dived into this collection of essays and journalism, barely coming up for breath. He touched on so many things that obsessed interested me too - Russia, art, literature, Indigenous culture, travel, China and words, glorious words. I was hooked.

  • However, I waited until 2003 for my next Dessaix fix. It was midwinter in Mudgee and to cure my June blues, I was tempted by the gorgeous sunny cover of Corfu: A Novel. It was part fiction, part biofiction with oodles of travelogue, set on the magic little island of Corfu. An island that I had visited, oh so briefly, back in 1991. They only way to return was via Dessaix's story. Like (and so forth), Corfu is a lovely small sized hardback that fits nicely into one's hands as you read.

As I've been writing this post, my ideas about the purpose of Shelf Life have evolved. I started this
thinking I would be passing on all six of these books to new readers. But I now realise that I'm not ready to let them all go just yet.

Two of these books are still sparking joy. 

The act of handling them and flicking through their pages has created an urge to reread them. They still feel like they are a part of my journey or my story somehow.

Can you guess which two are staying?